In Sunday school a few weeks ago, we read Psalm 119:10, which says, With my whole heart have I sought thee: O let me not wander from thy commandments. The first part of the verse seemed to jump off the page at me. Have I sought the Lord with my WHOLE heart? This was not the topic of our lesson, but reading this verse in that moment caused me to meditate on this truth later. Boy, was I convicted! What have I been seeking? Perhaps I had been seeking the Lord with my heart, but that alone is not what this verse is saying. …my whole heart… in this verse specifies that I am not to give only pieces of it.
After hearing a message called “Absolute Surrender” by D. L. Moody, a preacher named F. B. Meyer knelt down to pray one night, thinking he could surrender to Christ only what he wanted to surrender. He told this story in an address he gave at a student missions convention in 1898:
I knelt down that night and thought I could give myself to Christ as easily as possible. And I gave Him an iron ring, the iron ring of my will, with all the keys of my life on it, except one little key that I kept back. And He said: “Are they all here?” I said: “They are all there but one, the key of a tiny closet in my heart of which I must keep control.” He said: “If you don’t trust Me in all, you don’t trust Me at all.” I tried to make terms; I said: “Lord, I will be so devoted in everything else, but I can’t live without the contents of that closet.” I believe, young friends, that my whole life was just hovering on the balance, and, if I had kept the key of that closet and had mistrusted Christ, He never would have trusted me with His blessed Word. He seemed to be receding from me, and I called Him back and said: “I am not willing, but I am willing to be made willing.” It seemed as though He took that key out of my hand and went straight for that closet. I knew what He would find there, and He knew, too. Within a week from that time, He had cleared it right out. But He filled it with something so much better! Why, what a fool I was! He wanted to take away the sham jewels to give me the real ones. He just took away the thing which was eating out my life and instead gave me Himself.
F. B. Meyer discovered that being used of God was worth more than holding on to a tiny key to a hidden place in his heart. God knows our hearts, and He wants our willingness to give our heart to Him—ALL of it.
People seek after many things in this life, and they are not necessarily all bad things. People seek after fame, fortune, happiness, and the list goes on; however, in doing so, they fail to see that Christ is the answer. As children of God, we know to seek God in all things. Yet we still seem to lose sight sometimes of how He wants our WHOLE heart. Other earthly things can cloud our minds, causing us to lose our focus on what is most important—Christ. We disconnect from our Source of joy when we fail to seek Him with our whole heart.
At a ladies meeting I attended years ago, the speaker read Psalm 37:4: Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Then, she said that, if we delighted ourselves in the Lord wholeheartedly, His desires for us would become our own desires. When we are “willing to be made willing,” surrender all the keys (even the tiniest ones), and seek Him with our whole heart, He will be able to use us for His glory. In return, we will discover how to live a truly abundant life.
May this be a challenge to us all to be willing to be made willing and to seek the Lord with our WHOLE heart.
by Taylor Hill